I got a message from TBay on the phone. It made me so happy. He said that he still sees me as his best friend and he misses me. I hope he takes care of himself, he's moving out, and I think it'll be so good for him to be on his own out of his family's home.

He's says he loves me though... I mean, I'm not sure how I feel about that. Is he trying to reinforce that he still cares about me well being as a friend or is he trying to get me in a romantic relationship with him again? Either way, I think he may need more time to try to get over the break up so that he doesn't have romantic feelings for me anymore. I don't want to hurt him or lead him on, that's not like me.

He's moving in with a buddy of mine from high school and they met each other under unfortunate circumstances (let's just says it involves a pathological lying younger sister and, well, lies) but they helped each other out. That's so sweet. I hope they watch each others' backs.

As for TO, we're doing pretty good. like I said before, just playing by ear.

University is going okay. My last Mandarin test raped me though. ugh. But, I was planning on taking some courses in the summer anyways. At first I thought Environmental Studies was going to be stupid since it was an alternative offer, but I'm realizing fate can be so good to you, and wow, I love it now. I have an idea of what I want to get into, I was thinking along the lines of ecosystem reconstruction, considering it's very hands on and will have a direct impact on the world in a significant way. Plus, lots of traveling would be in that field as well. I'm really pumped, but most of the time I wish I could just skip the school part and go straight into this.

I haven't really learned patience yet.